So confused and I want you to help me find an answer. What am I?

It's about to get a little personal in here tonight and off topic to the fact that this is a gaming blog. I'm so confused and I don't know why and I hate everyone for not wanting to answer a basic/simple question but its because I won't refuse one of the possibilities. I don't know if I am bisexual and I don't think I am, or I am at least positive. I know bisexual mean liking both girls and boys but I know I'm not. See, I watch porn like any other normal human being but I really only watch lesbian porn. Why? Because men do not perform enough oral on a girl and that's exactly what lesbian sex is, obviously. Now, I'm not saying I don't watch straight porn or even bisexual porn with 2 guys and one girl because I do and I enjoy it but not as much as the lesbian because of the oral. Now if men did more oral on girls maybe I wouldn't be watching so much girl on girl porn. When I watch lesbian porn, I do get feelings like oh I want to eat her out. I always wanted to know what a vagina tasted like. Now does that automatically make me bisexual? No because bisexual means liking both female and male. See the thing is, I don't mind having sex with a girl but I have never fallen in love with one and I don't think I ever will. I mean, you can call me bi curious but if the sex with a female is a one time thing, am I still one? No. Now just because I'm answering all these questions doesn't mean you can't. My gay best friend thinks I am bisexual because I want to have a one time sex with a girl; that doesn't mean I want to fall in love with her. Not only that because I always compliment girls, like she is so pretty or I wish I was her. Just because I think another girl is pretty doesn't mean I like her or want to fuck her. What the hell? If I do fall in love with her after the sex then I am bisexual, point blank and simple. I'm not in denial at all....I just don't think bisexual is the right word for me and bi curious is kind of pushing it. What am I? I am up for listening.